I am a christian but not religious
I fight and cuss
I wish my enemies harm
I would not help one with one arm
I judge people who I don’t like
even tho it is not right
I write down stuff that makes me mad
even tho I am about to be a dad
I am not a good example of my faith
sin is me and i am sin
it come from within
I am not good i am real bad
the things I think the things I say
but god forgives me every day
he hates the sin not the sinner
and in that I am a winner
this isn’t something to make me feel good
it something to make me feel bad
because I know it makes God sad
first of all your book is lying in my room with about an inch of
dust on it. and every time I see it I know I should read it
everywhere I look your proven not to be real
but deep inside my soul I know how you must feel
the only things you love the most
are sitting eating their french toast
with out a single I love you
with out a single god loves us too
Lord I may not know you like you know me
but in my times of distress I need you can’t you see
I have turned against religion not against you
cause I know I get from day-to-day only because of you
first I am a sinner nothing you should love
I hold myself in first place even tho your above
I go weeks without thanking you for everything
I don’t say thanks about anything
I am sorry I have let you down
but I know someday you will lift me from the ground
as I write this I know I am wrong
but the words of wisdom have been long gone
I know your word like a book I wrote
and still I treat it like a joke
I am a sinner as I have said
but you are always in my head
you pull me through when I am down
you give me strength when non is found
I love you much yet I leave you in my dust
only through you I can get better
it really doesn’t matter whats in this letter
you read my thoughts even better
what it is I am trying to say
is I will try to be a better person everyday
even when I would like to curse you
I know it free will that lets me love you
so thanks for helping me through
the hard times and the easy ones too
you are the best and I can see
that feeling your grace is easy
I gotta have faith and all falls in place
have good night up in heaven
I will give thanks for what i am given
tell my gramps I said hi
I will see him when I die
thanks again for everything
